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I have never felt so young right now, besides the last few years...

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:40:00 -0400

I have never felt so young right now, besides the last few years of my life feeling old. I am straight of of college. My degree could be bullshit if I look at it that way. It’s sort of- kind of- general. When I first went to school I had no fucking idea what I wanted to do and in a way I still have no fucking idea. However, now I know that getting A doesn’t lead to B. There are so many choices and options. Literally every end of the semester during finals and when everything was due I wanted to drop out of college. No joke. But somehow I finished. Who knows WTF I can do with my degree. There are things I know I don’t want to do. I don’t want to work in retail or the food industry. I want to be young and independent. I know WAYY to many people in their twenties with 2-3 low wage jobs.

I want a job where I can make a difference somehow, have some freedom, not a lot of authority. Being young I want to live life.

Everyone wants to be happy, travel, some want to be rockstar(I admit I had that phase). But right now I want to be independent, be able to afford a decent living (housing, food, expenses to go out w/ friends and travel). I’m okay with working my way up. I’m still young, I can still regret what I forgot to do OR I can be grateful and happy for what I have done, the wonderful relationships I have made, and welcome adventure and opportunity. Super cheesy yes but true.

Really lucky I found an entry level decent short term project job related to what I want to do. The pay sucks, but it’s a good supplement to my other job and saving to move to Texas.

Who knows, but as of now I don’t regret anything, I am grateful for who I have been and become, and excited for my future self who will continue create/maintain relationships, have great life experiences, make at least one person happy a day, and try to find meaning in everything.

So much stuff to do: -add 2 pages to one essay-2 mini-case...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 17:24:00 -0400

So much stuff to do:

-add 2 pages to one essay
-2 mini-case analysis assignments
-outline for paper, write 2-3 out of 12 pages by Thursday night
-prep for next week’s lab

I feel like this today. So I bought my butter bar and uniform....

Tue, 02 Apr 2013 04:40:14 -0400

I feel like this today. So I bought my butter bar and uniform. It feels good to be close to graduation. However, I am scared as hell and excited about the future. I coulda shoulda would’ve planned better, however, I will just have to move forward. Right now I am just focusing on graduating, finishing shit and studying. I could be more long-term goal oriented but the more I think about the future the more stuck I feel. For now I will focus on the present.

So I’ve started taping my arches. It was recommended by a trainer. IT IS AMAZING. IDK why I...

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 17:48:00 -0400

So I’ve started taping my arches. It was recommended by a trainer. IT IS AMAZING. IDK why I never took the effort to try this. Typically when I run, within the first 10 minutes my feet feel like they are on fire. I didn’t know this wasn’t normal. I just sucked it up and kept going.

If you have flat feet, TAPE YOUR ARCHES!

So far enjoying Spring Break: chilling with friends, gym, reading books I enjoy instead of textbooks.

Finally finished Battlestar Galactica which consumed most of my free time =/

I met a girl who is super cool, I’m afraid she might not have the same interest level as me. I need to stop over analyzing these things.

On another note, Life Lesson: Straight girls are straight so don’t get your hopes up that they will change their mind even if they hook up with you.

Most of the time I feel like a teenage boy going through puberty thinking about girls entirely too much. blegh..

Gym on a Saturday night. I figure, if I have no plans might as well be productive even though going...

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 23:41:00 -0500

Gym on a Saturday night. I figure, if I have no plans might as well be productive even though going on a Saturday night sounds lame.

I am enjoying having a fresh start, with the semester just beginning.
Good news: all of my classes have a similar subject area
Bad news: Lots of papers to write

I ordered my textbooks over winter break, so far only one arrived, hopefully the rest soon

Taking a mini-break.. five cups of coffee down (a record for myself) and one day to go ‘til I...

Fri, 14 Dec 2012 08:23:48 -0500

Taking a mini-break.. five cups of coffee down (a record for myself) and one day to go ‘til I can enjoy winter break.

34 pages. That’s all I have to say.

Sun, 09 Dec 2012 18:10:27 -0500

34 pages. That’s all I have to say.

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Sitting at coffee house table with 2 friends.My green tea frap with whipped cream is in front of me....

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 00:42:00 -0500

Sitting at coffee house table with 2 friends.
My green tea frap with whipped cream is in front of me. Friend #1 is drinking a seasonal pumpkin flavored drink and Friend #2 is sitting.

Me: (listening to Friend #1 talking and I’m stirring my straw)

Friend #2: (eyeing frap) Are you going to eat your whip cream, can I have some?

Me: I don’t think you’ll want any. I don’t eat it I lick it-

Friend #1: (cuts in) THAT’S WHAT SHE SAID!

Too tempting, I had to add the purple stripe

Wed, 21 Nov 2012 22:09:39 -0500

Too tempting, I had to add the purple stripe

I feel so lonely lately my confidence has really diminished! I need to pick myself up =/ !!! Also, I...

Tue, 20 Nov 2012 16:48:00 -0500

I feel so lonely lately my confidence has really diminished! I need to pick myself up =/

!!!

Also, I have given up on a certain friend. I will not stand being treated like crap by you because you think I will always be there even when you treat me like shit. I have forgiven you too many times. I hold myself to a higher standard. Tired of people mistaking my ability to love easily, kindness and generosity for weakness.

THANK YOU!! OBAMA!!!!!

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 23:44:31 -0500

THANK YOU!! OBAMA!!!!!

Why is Romney in the lead??!!! SO SAD!!!! Really America? =,(

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 22:48:00 -0500

Why is Romney in the lead??!!! SO SAD!!!! Really America? =,(

CAN”T WAIT COLOR RUN HAWAII!!

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 02:22:53 -0400

CAN”T WAIT COLOR RUN HAWAII!!

Chopin you knew how to feel

Thu, 11 Oct 2012 01:54:13 -0400

Chopin you knew how to feel

OMG I am such a nerrrd! So my friend at was talking to me and keeping me company at work. She was...

Wed, 26 Sep 2012 22:02:46 -0400

OMG I am such a nerrrd! So my friend at was talking to me and keeping me company at work. She was telling me about her semi-boyfriend situation and I was telling her about a few girls I thought were cute. A while later the cute girl came up to me and we had some small talk and this came up:

Her: Hey so what are you doing later today?

Me: I’m still working til later and I have a ton of homework to do!”

Her: What about Friday night?

Me: I have a _____ meeting they’ve been ending later then planned.

Her: Man, your really busy.

Me: Yeah seems like that lately.

Her: Ok see you later

Me: Yeah you too.

Friend: Damn, she is into you

Me: No way she’s being nice

Friend: She asked you out, twice

Me: She just wants to hang out, I’m always busy whenever she asks me

Friend: WTF, this girl thinks you aren’t interested at all. You need to fucking ask her out before she thinks your avoiding her